
I am blessed. I am blessed to have met a women such as Pauline Roos, my Grandmother...my Omi. I learned what I know in the kitchen from her. Learned to be positive and loving and enjoy cooking for people. Learned that the kitchen is the focal point of a home and if that focal point is full of love & light & laughter everything will be OK and life somehow becomes easier. Sitting at my kitchen table with company or in solitude, eating or just having a cup of tea, is moment of bliss.
Her way was a "look and cook" style. Taking what ever was in the fridge or cupboard and creating a delectable feast. Always vegetarian, always well-rounded. I lived with her for a while and during that time I gained a wealth of knowledge from this sturdy, determined woman. She taught me how to wash greens, cut vegetables the "correct" way and acknowledge my moods while I prepared a meal. Her beliefs around the preparation of a meal had a strong macrobiotic influence. The cutting of a carrot had to be taken on with a certain attitude and cut a very specific way. Calm, flowing diagonal cuts with as much good intention as I could muster up. Each vegetable had it's own desire on how it wanted to be cut and prepared, she always listened to that message. Once, I cut the carrots into little rounds and needed to throw them all away because they were not cut properly. I was 19 then and did not quite grasp what she was trying to teach me. Washing lettuce or greens three times seemed to take FOREVER...but, slowly I understood what she was sharing with me. Slowly I could feel the energy of these vegetables I consumed. I could feel the difference between a meal made with love and one just thrown together. EVERYTHING tastes better when one of the ingredients is love!
People were the focal point of her life, she loved visitors and always had a few "lost souls" living in her house. Dinner usually involved more than her and I, with someone knocking at the front door just as we sat down to eat. I remember expressing to her once that I was worried there would not be enough food to feed everyone who was there. "There is always enough food, that's just the way it is." and she was right!



